keep on keeping on.....

Had a rough couple of days...wasn't thrilled about my food...but Tuesday and Wednesday I have done better...Mom and Lisa have been worried about me...I have been hair pulling for about 2 weeks now...so I have been throwing up more...because it gave me hairballs...I even threw up on mom's bed but she just removed the covers and remade her bed and took me in there with her. I love sleeping at her feet. Lisa worries about me when she goes to visit family in Michigan. She wonders of I can hang on until she returns home.
Mom said she is thinking about how she wants to remember me when it is time for me to say goodbye..She said she will be with me to the very end. Keeping a promise she made to me over 19 yrs ago. that I would never walk this life alone. She said she has tried her best to give me all I need and more love than I can ever hold in my heart. I know she has.
She told me she plans to do some things to always keep me with her even after I pass on.She wants her first tattoo to be one in rememberance of me.Her little kitty boy. She has loved me for so long and can't imagine life without me by her side. She can look at this tattoo and always be reminded of our bond...it will never end. She has not decided what to get just yet...maybe a picture of me and hearts somewhere on it and my name and day that I pass. I know it will be beautiful whatever she does.She wants me to know how special I was to her.
She said she will plant a flower bed in the yard and have a memorial stone and a special solar light with a cross on it for my memorial garden.
She has even looked at memorial necklaces to carry some ashes or fur discreetly with her. She can look at these things and have a special feeling of closeness even when I am gone.
We never know what tomorrow may bring....I hope it brings sunshine and warm days very soon...mom and I both love those kind of days...chat with you soon....Tommy

2012

I wish for all my humans and animal friends...a Happy New Year for 2012...I am unsure what this year will bring for me.I have had a long happy life so whatever tomorrow brings I can say I have lived a good life with people who loved me dearly... I am going on... at this moment...a little stressed out and feeling like I can't quite find what kind of food I really want to eat...I have been hair pulling a lot lately...It worries mom to see me do this...Every new or different thing she sees out of me leads her to think that maybe I am nearing the end...She asked me to let her know when it is time. I am trying to make the most of each day...some days I do well and other days I am just getting through...I think I will nap alot today...and then maybe see if mom can fnd the right food to make me feel comfortable and full for a few hours...see you soon....signed Tommy.... <3